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Monday, July 31, 2006,9:07 PM
23th Entry
Haha.. Thanks for the warm welcome frm Zh3n. Hehe...
Today been very sleepy and sian at work... Been told abt our deadline nearing soon in mid-sept... Haiz~ Haf to Ganbatte le! Tml Sugar goin for operation le... She wont be having anymore puppies... Sad... Hope she will be alrite! No puppies nvm, as long as she is ok.
Lately ive been counting down to days like birthdays, holidays n deadlines. Most look forward to is for a break! Realli need a long break! Shoulders been aching for so long... im in need for a massage! Haha... Ok enuff of my grumbling.
2 more days to Wendy's birthday. 5 more days to Yandan's bday celebration. 9 more days to National Day! 19 more days to a colleage's bday. Haha... All Birthdays!! I shall keep my wishes till the actual day. Now wish Sugar all the best & get well soon!!
Give my Hugz & Kissez to Sugar!!
Sunday, July 30, 2006,5:29 PM
22th Entry
Its been so long since i last posted!! Been thinkin I've nothin to do on a nice sunday n also feelin quite bored, I've decided to blog frm the plenty months of hibernation.
Hmm... Nothing much has happen all this time. Now continue working in SCS for 1 yr... Neighbour bought a new doggie... A cute Chihuahua call Mini. The little devil is such a greedy fellow! Went to KL wif my neighbour, her son n her friend. The first trip without my family. It was great! Bought many things n saw many new things. Like the KL Tower... Magnificant!! Went for a course just last week. A 3 days course which was enjoyable but dunno if we will know how to use the tools. Haha... Celebrated my birthday in pasir ris chalet n celebrated my friends' birthday yesterday. Torrance's n Wendy's & not to 4get, Gera's. She thinks its not enuff on her actual bday so celebrated again. Which was really enjoyable. :D Out for the entire day, from Movie in the morning to KTV in the afternoon to Buffet in the night... The Lake House is good but not very realistic. Keanu Reeves... Shuai! Haha... Too bad we cant go to MOS as planned earlier. Well, will haf chance de. Most impt is glad most ppl r able to make it. In the mean time, make a new friend wif Tor's friend. Sorry cant realli remeber her name... Man Ting? Been also spending lots of money, not only on presents, my own clothes too! Gosh... I haf to prevent myself frm shopping soon! But i think it will be quite difficult... I like shopping too much!! Maybe part of it haf to blame on GSS... Haha... Ok just my own excuse. New shopping area, Chinatown! Real cheap n new!
And as always, im still single wif no chance of everlasting love. Haha... Just kidding! Not tat im desperate for any. Just tat, i've been starting to think of wat i feel like having now... Think im lucky enuff to haf everything i wan except the 1 thing tat is closest to the heart. Also feel quite old to be still single bah. Alrdy 21 so malu... Haha... But i think i've always had a wall in between my heart frm those feelings... Is it cos i dun wan to get hurt? Or im scared the feeling of having another person in my life where rite now, am feeling comfortable wif now? I dun even go "take a look" on ppl much less guys. Im not able to communicate well wif guys & cant look at them straight in the eyes... Im weird huh? Some1 did tell me to try notice ppl ard me or else i will miss out a lot... But i wont do it... I dunno y myself... Cos ive no confidence in myself? Afraid to think too much? Shy? Thinks those r the answers... Maybe its also got to do wif wat i've done in the past? So its a retribution to me now... Did feel sorry for wat had happened but i was young & silly den. Dunno how to handle those kind of situation. If so, den i can only accept my fate... But ive other alternative, i dun haf to haf any1 in my life. I adore dogs, might as well keep a doggie when im older. Haha... I dun believe in looking out for "the one", dun realli wan to rush things... Think i might as well keep my first to myself. Haha... As every1 said, let fate follows bah. Haf den haf, dun haf den dun haf. Hope my friends will find their own beau soon!! A gd guy will come if not soon den in future. Hehe... As for now, im happy to be living a single life. Wif a loving family, godmother n friends. I'm glad i haf them. Thank you! Arigatou...
First time talk abt my feelings... Dun realli know how to express my feelings wif speech so i did it in words. I dun realli know y im not able to say my true feelings... Theres many question marks in my life huh? Haha... Ok I shall blog again soon wif more stuff! Hehe... Next stop, Yandan's birthday celebration!
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