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Wednesday, November 28, 2007,2:53 PM
34th Entry
Im damn mad now!!! Argh!!!
Lots of things happen lately Im so damn stressed abt it!!!
Wanted to say out my feelings so come here n vent out.
Things happen between friends and now after losing a friend, I only have the friendship in interest but the rest think otherwise. I only want they to talk about what they think about the whole ordeal and about each of us but they don't want... Im like the bad guy now, like im forcing them. I dunno if they have my feelings or got my intention wrongly or wat. I just feel tat in order to move on, we need to talk abt it n so we can let bygones be bygones but I was wrong. The way they treat me, I dun think its fair. I just want to know how they feel n understand more. Is it the wrong way to do this?? I'm also sick n tired that I have to second guess what they think about me, will they think Im siding with the friend we've lost. Will they outcast me like they did with the friend?? I'm sick n tired of concerning everyone's feelings! At 1st i wanted to stop askign for this open communication but I dun think i can leave with it, dun think our friendship will be strong without it. I guess I was wrong about our friendship... Its not strong enough... Im taking a break from all these stupid stuff!!! Im sick n tired of wanting to patch things up!!! Damn bloody hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!